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Minä täällä, pieni onnelllinen ihmislapsi. Asiat ovat niin kuin ennenkin, hujan hajan, minä itse vain tunnun kokonaiselta. Löysin laulun. Jotain kylmää kipittää pitkin tukirankaa, kun antaa laulun tulla läpi.  

Vanhan naisen kommentti onnesta iskeytyi silmiini Anna-Eeva-Me naisista:

"Onni? Hetkellinen olotila, kuin kauan kukkimattomana ollut kukka, joka yhtäkkiä avautuu".

 Kun takana on melkein vuosisata, pehmoisista sanoista tulee jotenkin painavia, kauniita. Minä olen vielä kovin pehmeäpäinen ja puhun usein villejä, kovia ja rumiakin. Tulisipa ikä ja tekisi minusta vanhan, kokeneen ja kukkineen.

Ai niin, se laulu...tässä se on.

White shadows

When I was a young boy I tried to listen
And I wanna feel like that
Little white shadows that blink in the distance
Part of a system I am
Do you ever feel like something's missing?
Things you'll never understand
Little white shadows that sparkle and glisten
Part of a system plan

When all our fears are waking up
All the space I'm taking up
I said I cannot hear you, you're breaking up

Ohhhh...

Maybe you get what you wanted
Maybe you stumbled upon it
Everything you ever wanted
In a permanent state

Maybe you'll know when you see it
Maybe if you say it, you mean it
When you find that you keep it
In a permanent state
A permanent state

When I was a young boy
I tried to listen
I don't think I'll ever feel like that

We're part of the human race and
All of the stars and outer space
We're part of the system plan

When all our fears are waking up
And all the space, I'm taking up
I said I cannot hear you, you're breaking up

Maybe you get what you wanted
Maybe you'll stumble upon it
Everything you ever wanted
In a permanent state

Maybe you'll know when you see it
Maybe if you say it, you'll mean it
When you find that you keep it
In a permanent state
A permanent state

I swear I'm only seeing faces
Tired of the human races
Oh, answer now is what I need...

See it in a new sun rising
See it breaking on your horizon
Oh, come on love, stay with me...

-Coldplay-